I forgot my camera today- so
pictures will have to come next week. Sorry about that.
Tomorrow is my two month mark!
But having 16 more to go means that those two seem like drops in a bucket.
That's fine, I like it that way. It's been an interesting two months.
I find that every week feels
really crazy. We work with so many different people that juggling their ups and
downs can make me emotionally sea-sick. This week was another mixed-bag. Though
I must say that it seems a little heavy on the negative side and a little
sparse on the positive end of things.
Yesterday was the Superbowl. We
decided not to go out and annoy the people watching it. We did other productive
activities at home. I am pretty sure the Seattle Seahawks won- for those of you
who are still wondering.
I didn't tell you this, but
about a month ago I dropped a name tag on our way home. We found the magnetic
back next to the sidewalk about a week later, and I had just about given up
looking for it when my companion found its remains on the ground about a mile
away on a different street. I'll share a picture in the future. I feel that the
chances of finding it are pretty slim- until I remember that we walk up and
down and across our little area for the better part of every day- so that was
exciting.
I learned what Pot smells like.
We knocked on a couple of doors that opened to reveal the overwhelmingly
cloying and sour smell of skunk/ body odor. The people behind both of those
doors told us we could come back! Which is great. I am glad that I can
correctly identify the smell now. I figure that knowledge will help me out
later when I teach High School.
We were dropped by several people this week as well. The
most promising family that we had when I got here dropped us. We were crushed.
We are still really upset about it. They were so excited to be baptized! Then
things fell apart. They got sick, we couldn't get in and teach them. They
couldn't go to church. She was having a hard time quitting smoking. They
dropped us- and not gently. The worst part is I had SEEN them change. I had
witnessed what the gospel of Jesus Christ had done for their lives. They were
like them people of King Benjamin in
Mosiah 5:2 who said
"Yea, we believe all the words which thou hast spoken unto us; and also,
we know of their surety and truth, because of the spirit of the Lord
Omnipotent, which has wrought a mighty change in us, or in our hearts, that we
have no more disposition to do evil, but to do good continually"
I have been thinking, in my
study, about how to get from that feeling to the end of that chapter which
reads "ye should be steadfast and immovable, always abounding in good
works, that Christ the Lord God Omnipotent may seal you His."
I think it takes continued
repentance. Mosiah 5 talks a lot about depending on Christ so that we can be
cleansed by Him, because only under His name (in His gospel covenant through
baptism and repentance- taking upon ourselves His name) can we make it back to
our Father in Heaven.
We got dropped by a few people
this week- and it has been hard to recover. But we are teaching others who are
moving forward. We will recover, and we will go on to help others. Even though
it hurts sometimes.
Thanks for your support.
Be steadfast and immovable.
Love,
Sister Caroline Faulkner